How to Identify & Repulse an Outside Attack

CONTENT NOTES:  Cussing, how to fight off suicidal thoughts, owning your own power, rightly placed anger
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When someone who would NEVER
tell you your existence causes them harm

tells you your existence causes them harm

(& immediately wonders where the hell THAT BULLSHIT came from)

When they have no clue
that your existence causing others harm

is the only reason you cut all ties with those

to whom harm is perceived to have been done
by your existence

When you very nearly do it

because you cannot live with yourself
being a cause of suffering for another

and the voices in the back of your mind

begin a triumphant song
about your imminent suicide

when you had not been suicidal for years

THAT is when you know
this was orchestrated

THAT is when you know
this was deliberate

THAT is when you know
your dear ones would NEVER

be so cruel

THAT is when you turn and face the voices,
those suggesters of evil

THAT is when you draw your spiritual sword
and smite those

who would destroy

who would distract you from your rightful mission

THAT is when you laugh
in the face of the thoughts that would have you die

THAT is when you strike the gong
to piercing crescendo,

driving those beings away who want you to go mad
who want you to die
who want your death to be the fountainhead of
a cascade of suicides

FUCK EVIL!
FUCK OFF, PETTY DEMONS!

Those who serve the Greater Death
are NOT WELCOME IN THIS MIND!

Oh, I know you'll try again.

Come at me, you little shits!

JUST TRY IT! 

Oh but you think I'm weak and frail
and that I'm easily fooled?

NOT ON YOUR MISERABLE,
RAGE FILLED LIVES!

You

shall

not

pass.